So, it's MY birthday . . . TODAY! I have a bit of a b-day tradition. I write poems for my birthday, day. Some times they are very long poems, sometimes they are shorter poems, and many times I write more than one or two poems. This year I decided as I went along that I wanted to write MORE than one poem or two poems . . . I wrote FOUR POEMS! Two (1 & 4) were written specifically for my birthday. Poems 2&3 were written this month. I liked them a lot so I thought I'd include them in my Birthday Celebration! Anyway, here they are. Oh! If you want to read them off the art work and the words are a little to small to read . . . get some damn reading glasses! Or just click on the pic with your mouse and . . . it will become larger . . . maybe. {smiles}
If I were a dog, on this day, I’d
We had a family dog . . . once.
His fur seemed more grey than black to me,
I plopped his water dish down on the back porch;
“You’re a dog.” My ex growled into the telephone.
When a woman calls you a dog you know she’s mad.
When guys call you a dog (My main dog!
Some rather cold-blooded friends
I suppose I’ll approach my death in the same spirit
Written by Woodie
My 497th
D-day B-day
Every Day
Its Dog
If I were a dog, on this day, I’d
be celebrating my four hundred
and ninety-seventh birthday.
Unfortunately, if I were a dog,
a four hundred and ninety-seven
year old dog, I’d already be dead.
For a very long time now . . . dead.
We had a family dog . . . once.
A very old dog named Blackie.
He was named Blackie because,
well, his coat was . . . black . . .
very, very black . . . way, way back
when he was youn . . . ger.
His fur seemed more grey than black to me,
a sort of salted peppery look. Poor old guy.
He could barely walk from his favorite spot
on the living room’s carpet to another —did I
say walk? it was more a wobble than a gait,
like a circus clown learning to balance on
stilts
for the first time. And for every painful step
his paws would take, all us kids thought
that one will be his last. Then one day . . .
I plopped his water dish down on the back porch;
he wasn’t there . . . his food bowl . . . still
full
from the night before. We all called for him,
we whistled him, sang his name . . . BLACKIE!
Then dad crawled underneath the house . . .
found his body just lying there . . . peacefully.
“You’re a dog.” My ex growled into the telephone.
This went
on during the first two years after we
broke up.
“You’re a dog,” she would drunkenly
whisper in
the forced imitation of a male voice,
and then
hang-up with a profound BAM! of the receiver.
But I always
knew it was her. She was born with a
delightfully,
sexy English accent. She couldn’t disguise that.
When a woman calls you a dog you know she’s mad.
When guys call you a dog (My main dog!
How’s it
hanging, dog? See you later, dog!)
it’s
always said with a tone of regard, of
high respect,
one dog telling another dog,
“I know
your pain. Women! Ain’t I right?”
Some rather cold-blooded friends
often ask
me if I fear death . . . being
that I am
70 something and I’m that much
closer to
the end. “No.” I always sigh as
I say the
word no. That deep, sad, painful
sigh of
the elderly, and then I continue with,
“At least
I wasn’t thinking about death
until YOU
MENTIONED IT, ASSHOLE!”
(the “ASSHOLE”
tag? Always optional.)
I suppose I’ll approach my death in the same spirit
as old Blackie.
I’ll wobble around on my skinny
stilt
legs going here to there lying down, getting up
to eat,
scratching myself while watching TV . . .
write a
poem perhaps. Go to a movie . . .
until one
day I decide to crawl under the house
and quietly
sink into the depth of that forever sleep.
Written by Woodie
for his
71st birthday
May 23rd,
2o19
whispered in my ear . . .
Me
Me, this is me. A copy of me
Me, this is me. A copy of me
from a
photograph . . . of me,
which is also
a copy of me
from a copy
of a shadow
of a stranger
of a shadow
of a dream
that refuses to dream.
This is me being me
This is me being me
dodging shrapnel
from
a
shattered memory
or two. .
. perhaps three?
I can’t
recall.
This me .
. . as I am and am not.
Schrodinger's
cat in’a meat box.
This is
me as I am, as I wish I were . . .
as I'll
never be . . . less than a thought . . .
more than
everything, the total sum
of
nothing at all . . . becoming what I
never was, what I’m not now . . . Rules
never was, what I’m not now . . . Rules
whispered in my ear . . .
my hole
existence . . .
not worth
the dirt
it takes
to fill the grave.
Written
by Woodie
for his
71st Birthday
May 23,
2019
But, of course, for poets every day,
Today
is World Poetry Day
But, of course, for poets every day,
every
moment conscious or sleeping
every tic and toc of the clock, every
breath
taken in every breath pushed
out is,
in and of itself, a beautiful poem.
Poets are like fairies,
Poets are like fairies,
like
gnomes, wizards,
like those black cats that wander
through our tiny town
during the darkest, graveyard hours
like those black cats that wander
through our tiny town
during the darkest, graveyard hours
that night and morning have to offer.
Some who have no use for the words
Some who have no use for the words
dribbled lovingly onto a page, have no use
for poets either, the writers of dreams, the
for poets either, the writers of dreams, the
believe
that poets are not what they seem.
“Get a real job,” they often shout
“Get a real job,” they often shout
when spying the poet staring at his shoes.
“Get a job like the rest of us do!”
Little do they know that when they scream
“Get a job like the rest of us do!”
Little do they know that when they scream
in the face of a poet, they are just giving
him . . . or her something to write about.
him . . . or her something to write about.
Written
by Woodie
for his
71st Birthday
May 23,
2019
71 & Counting
1. You’re only as
1. You’re only as
young as
you feel.
1a. In
that case, I’m actually
184 years
old . . . TODAY!
2. Age is
just a number.
2a. Yeah,
a large number, and
it gets larger,
harder to carry
every
friggin’ year.
3. I’m 78
years old and
I run
five miles a day!
3a. Oh,
well, good for you.
4. You
know, you’re not
getting
any younger.
4a. I’m
just guessing here,
but your degree
is in
mathematics,
right?
5. She: I’m
leaving you.
He: On my
birthday? why?
She: You’re
not half the man
you used
to be.
He: Oh
yeah?
She:
yeah.
He: Well,
for your information
I’ve
NEVER been half the man
I used to
be!
6. . . . from 68% Polyester
6. . . . from 68% Polyester
. . . How do I start or end or begin again
within a
new pair of Levi jeans
that
haven’t yet that comfortable feel,
that
gentle, warm feel which worn denim,
frayed
cuffs—made such by the stubborn heels
of my
murderous Chucks—afford to us
still
young enough to remember youth,
and yes,
even love... that it all... it all...
existed...
once?
No! No, I’ll bear the burden of my generation,
No! No, I’ll bear the burden of my generation,
defy the
popular frustration
with the
elderly who walk too slow,
who drive
too fast, who take too long
counting
pennies at the register...
I will
not defile them or deny them,
I shall
be them as one with them.
Written
by Woodie
for his
71st B-day
May 23, 2019